1.27.2016

Sarah Beth Smith Photography on Flickr

Arizona Cactus Skeleton
I'm happy to have started blogging again!  It gives me another avenue to tell stories told through the lens of my camera.

If you like what you see and you want to see more, check out my Flickr page, where I've set the goal to try and update week with new images.  Right now you'll find I've added lots of photos from my travels over the past year.

I'm trying to get out every chance I get - it's tough in the rain!  But I will be sure to post whenever I find something good.

If you're a fellow blogger/photographer/human on Flickr, Google+ or Instagram - I'd love to connect.  Find me and say hello!

1.18.2016

All-Time Top Three Least Favorite Nuggets of Advice for Creatives

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Blazin' artsy trails, kickin' creative ass and takin' names. 

The worst advice I ever got about being a self-starting, creative, passionate, scatterbrained, artsy-type person with lots of irons in the fire?  Oh, where do I begin?

Here are my all-time top three least favorite nuggets of advice that well-meaning, yet oblivious people love to give us hard-working artists.

You should make what will sell.  At times, I have felt tortured by this advice.  I touched on this topic somewhat in my last post.  It's a double-edged sword when you sell what you create.  After devoting a great deal of time and energy to creating what will sell with Deeds & Petunia, I now try to see my art as something that's channeled through me and something I can enjoy/appreciate.  If you are someone who is blessed enough to create amazing, fulfilling work that others enjoy and want to buy, then by all means put it out there and make some dough off of it!  Just remember, it's easy to fall into the trap of making only what will sell and losing your authenticity and drive to create.  I do have a photography business in addition to being a visual artist, so I walk that fine line myself.  I feel you.

Make something everyone will like.  "Yeah, your work is nice, but I don't get it.  I love your flowers and mushrooms! You should keep photographing flowers." I actually got this advice the other day.  I was annoyed but then it made me laugh a bit. When I hear that I have to remind myself that my work is not for them.  It's for those of us who get that zing of excitement and resonance when they look at it.  Like that one song - you can't please everyone, so you got to please yourself.  No one should ever have to sacrifice their authenticity or their unique voice to please others.

You should suffer for your art. I do believe in a measure of artistic suffering in order to produce great work and tend to be so very melancholic myself that I am sure I utterly repel the perpetually positive.  But I don't believe you should have to let it take over every corner of your life and marinade you in misery in order for you to produce work that's meaningful.  That just stinks.  If it's making you miserable, maybe put a pin in it and come back to it in a week, a month, a year.  If you're meant to create it, it won't leave you. Or if it does, let it go.  Author Elizabeth Gilbert talks about it in her book Big Magic - how that inspiration will find someone else who can bring it forth and you'll make room for the right creative idea at the right time.  Love and respect creative inspiration like you would any other healthy relationship.

March (or gallop) to the beat of your own drum.
The Only Advice You Should Ever Listen To.
I'll end with the best advice I ever got about being a self-starting, creative, passionate, scatterbrained, artsy-type person with lots of irons in the fire.  Make what YOU LOVE.  Do your best to ignore the negative-nelly naysayers who don't understand or appreciate your creativity and artistry.  No one says you have to make it your 24-7 passion or your career, but don't stop doing what you love because you can't monetize it or because no one else appreciates or understands it.  You owe it to yourself.  It's the only advice you should ever listen toy.  Love yourself.  Love what you create. The end.

1.14.2016

The Winding Path To My Own Creative Fulfillment

Hooray! I'm reviving the blog because I like to blog. I miss blogging. I'm not making products to sell in the Etsy shop anymore because I don't want to. I've found closing my shop and taking a break ultimately led me down a winding path to creative fulfillment.

I've been listening to Elizabeth Gilbert's new book "Big Magic" this week and it got me reflecting on my winding path as an artist.  The validating message of her book is to just create - don't worry about commercial success, don't worry what anyone else thinks/make art you enjoy, and honor the muse-gift of creative inspiration when it strikes or perhaps lose it!  She's a fan of finishing what you start, even if it's a half-assed effort.

Creating Deeds & Petunia began as creative outlet and morphed into a small and humbly successful business that felt pretty great.  Making sales, being featured in publications, growth and recognition with the business was validating and gave me the okay to keep doing it.  I found a good balance between work and life and raising two small kids it all felt good and exciting.




As things got busier and kept growing, I felt the endeavor begin to plateau.  As I tried to help it continue to grow, I felt overwhelmed, dissatisfied and frankly a bit bored with it all.  I wanted to make things.  Beautiful and exciting things.  But I didn't want to spend time that I didn't have marketing myself.  I didn't want to spend money I didn't have on marketing either.  I didn't want to make things worrying about what I was going to *do* with them.

I didn't want just a business. I didn't want to quit either, but I didn't know quite how to evolve and keep the creativity flowing. I liked what I created but never felt totally in love with making any of it. Close, but no cigar. I felt defeated. Eventually I closed the shop and quit blogging for a while and tried to pursue other avenues so I could let my creative endeavors be free of the burden of providing me income.  But I couldn't help but feel somewhat like a failure.


Not The End, Just The Next Chapter


It turned out to be one of the best things I ever did.  I eventually found my path again and learned to declare "I am an artist!" without hesitation.  There were plenty of bumps and bad jobs that I quit, bad advice from self-declared experts on what I should do (now when I hear the phrase "you know what you should do is..." I run), a move across four states and many depressing months of sulking and despair over how to continue with a life devoid of creative fulfillment.  In reality, I hadn't failed at my business or as a creative person for that matter, I had just outgrown it and my ideas of what success and fulfillment should look like.

Looking outside of me for validation instead of looking to create what made me happy and fulfilled and excited and challenged was a big lesson.  I realized that I'm not burdened with creating a product anymore, and my artistic outlet is a lot more than just an outlet, and definitely more than just a business - though there are still some business elements I grudgingly take seriously.

What I use my creativity for now is to deliver a message to/from the Universe that comes through me, a gift that I must honor.  Half the time I'm left dazed and wondering how it came out through me.  But I love what comes out.  This art is beautiful and terrifying and cathartic and satisfying all at once.  I have already had some successes with my new endeavors, but even if I never make another dollar off of what I create it won't matter. Because it's not about the money (no one chooses art for the money!) or recognition or measurable success by our society's standards.  It's so much more.


If I never started Deeds & Petunia, I never would have even picked up a camera, I never would have opened this portal of creative flow.  In the end, I wasn't a failure, I was on the long and winding road to where I'm supposed to be now - making surrealist narrative portraits, taking photos and trying to find a steady way to pay the bills that won't kill my creativity. :)

1.12.2016

Sarah Beth Smith Photography at Fine Art America

I've finally listed some of my photographic works over at my Fine Art America site!  FAA is a wonderful resource for artists to share there work, and for shoppers to find beautiful art for sale at a reasonable price.  I've listed a few favorites from nature and the environment of my travels in the last year that I thought would look nice hanging on a wall.  :)

I'm excited to share, so here are a few samples.  Go take a look to see more!







http://fineartamerica.com/profiles/sarahbeth-smith

7.24.2015

How much is that kitty in the window?


Here's a little snippet of fluffy furry cuteness because kitties in the window are one of my favorite things.  Dee's cats are especially adorable.

6.30.2015

Age 11 and Horse Crazy - A photo essay

It struck me as I was putting the folded pile of clothes in her room that it won't be like this forever.

A cheerful bedroom full of bright colors, sparkles, rainbows, hearts - and horses EVERYWHERE.  There's no doubt what she's passionate about!  Every day she surprises me with her sweetness, intelligence and growing maturity.  She's on the brink of growing up, walking the line between little girl and young woman, but for now still mostly innocent, full of imagination and whimsy.  When I'm in this room, I get a small peek inside her heart and mind.  What a wonderful place to be!









I'm sure there's some order to the chaos... somewhere. 



I love these little snippets of her life and personality. I definitely know what her spirit animal is.  :)

6.22.2015

Summer crafts turned into a jewelry making obsession!


Arizona summers are HOT.  Being from the Pacific Northwest, we are used to milking every bit of a sunny day, from sun up to sun down.  But here in the desert, every day is sunny and when the temperatures reach the triple digits, we avoid the hot sun at all costs.  That means lots of time indoors.

We were looking for a fun craft to keep busy on hot summer days during summer vacation.  I have two girls who absolutely love dress up and go all out with makeup, costumes and accessories (I go a little bonkers with the costumery as well).  


My eldest daughter, now 11, is into anything steampunk (especially dress up), so she decided to try her hand at making steampunk-inspired charm necklaces after a visit to the craft store.  I put the word out on Facebook and her first seven pieces were sold within a few hours.  She was very excited and proud of herself and couldn't wait to make and sell some more.

In the past I'd made a few jewelry pieces for Deeds & Petunia, but never delved that deeply into jewelry making.  But in watching her work and helping her along, I discovered I too LOVED the creative process of jewelry designing.  Pretty soon my 9 year old was hooked as well, and before we knew it we had amassed a collection of jewelry that's designed around our love for imaginative play and favorite dress up - woodland/faerie, steampunk, or fable worthy.




We decided to try starting an Etsy shop called Odd Hazel.  The girls would keep making designs as it suited them and I would design alongside, run the shop and sell whatever we dreamed up.


I get to create alongside my daughters which never feels like work.  :)  Looking forward to see how Odd Hazel grows.

5.06.2015

Embroidering Pillowcases For My Daughter

I feel like I've been out of the crafting game for so long (a much needed break!), I thought it would be fun to rekindle my blog and document my progress on a new embroidery project.  I've always really enjoyed embroidery because it reminds me so much of painting or drawing, but with thread and white fabric canvas instead of brush or pen and paper.  Plus, anything with a vintage vibe that can be passed on as a handmade heirloom is always exciting to make.





I'm embroidering two pillowcases that I found at Joann Fabrics with horses and flowers on them for my horse-crazy tween daughter.


A few years back I found a case of every color of embroidery thread you could imagine at the Goodwill for just a few dollars.  To finally be able to use that thread and so many colors makes me happy!



The progress so far is from just over a day of embroidering.  It feels good to use my hands again and to do something relaxing that doesn't involve a tv, computer/phone screen or a camera.


2.19.2015

The shop is back! DIY Wedding patterns for unique brides

Hello again!  It's been a while.  How are things?  



Well, the shop is back!  You may have noticed that things have changed a bit.  We now exclusively sell PDF patterns for our signature veils, fascinators and accessories. Our patterns are clear and easy to follow with lots of photos and detailed instructions. 

We created these patterns knowing that brides are picky, and don't always have a million dollar budget, or a ton of time. The designs are easy enough for beginning crafters and can be customized to suit your style and color palette. 

I personally know the value of a beautiful handcrafted item, and know many of my customers do too. I also know that many brides don't have the budget to purchase one or perhaps want to create their own heirloom quality wedding accessory.  So I offer affordable, downloadable patterns now, knowing there are many crafty hands in the world ready to take on the task.

I still do custom commissioned work from time to time, so if you have an idea or dream you'd like to see realized, shoot me a message. It's fun to get to know my customers and create something special for their wedding day or a custom costume piece or fascinator just for FUN. I love providing a personal experience for folks from all around the world.

7.17.2013

Housewares Sale at Metropolitan Market, and a few of my favorites!

Metropolitan Market's annual Housewares sale (July 18‑21) is coming up very soon.  This means my wallet will be (happily) drained yet again, as I fill up my cart with new tools, serving pieces and probably a new cookbook or two.

Anyone who knows me knows how much I love Metropolitan Market.  I am a foodie and I love to entertain, so "Met Market" (or "M's" as my kids like to call it) is my go-to spot for fine ingredients and delicious culinary treats like gourmet cheeses, artisanal breads, the freshest produce and my favorite racy French wines.  Their housewares department is a great resource to find every kitchen tool you need to cook dinner party food in a weeknight time frame, every darling dish that the designer hostess desires, and a completely crave-able collection of cookbooks, linens, and kitchen accessories.  

I chose a few of my favorite summer entertaining items* from my local Proctor store to share with you.  

Le Crueset makes these sturdy juicers, perfect for crafting ice cold lemonade or patio cocktails that call for a squeeze of lime.  We've recently been on a kick crafting basil mojitos, so this juicer would certainly come in handy...


Last year some friends made salted caramel ice cream in this Cuisinart ice cream maker.  It was HEAVENLY.  We threw our manners out the window and sat around the kitchen island together with our spoons and devoured it right from the can.  This ice cream maker crafts perfectly smooth texture and amazing taste.  


If you want to actually serve your guests a few scoops, this ice cream scoop would be just what you need.  Perfectly weighted and just the right scoop size!


Spork Chops.  Need I say more?


Loved this sugar and creamer set.  I want this for when my Brooklyn friends come to town next to enjoy a proper cup of Northwest coffee.


This adorable etched measuring spoon set would make such a great hostess gift!  If it's someone else's turn to cook, maybe spice up their kitchen a bit with some fun and sweet beechwood measuring spoons.


I absolutely love these retro dishes and glasses!  Would look fabulous set at my vintage yellow formica table...


Tomorrow is the start of the Housewares Sale, so be sure to get to your local Metropolitan Market because that means all of these wonderful items are up to 70% off through July 21st!

*Just so you know, Metropolitan Market does not allow photography in their stores (ahem, or so I discovered) but the management at the Proctor location were gracious enough to let me take a few photos for this blog post after we discussed what was going on.  :)  Thanks Proctor Met Market!

5.28.2013

new horizons



Friends, I've decided it's time to explore new horizons.  Deeds & Petunia has been a fun and rewarding experience, but it's time to move on and open myself up to new possibilities.  What exactly does this mean, you ask?

This website will remain for the time being, but I likely won't be adding any new content anytime soon.  Tutorials, DIY's, etc that I've written in the past will remain available for you to enjoy!

My Etsy shop will officially be closed.  It's been so incredible finding an outlet for my craftiness and creativity, but I've been moved in from making veils, fascinators and accessories for some time now.  I want to follow my heart to a place where I feel completely in love with what I do, where I don't have to compromise any part of my creative process.

I've got some new ideas in the works, but am currently spending time reconnecting with my artist-self.  If you'd like to see/read about it, I now have a personal blog at prettyyellowhouses.blogspot.com.  I've developed an interest in (or a severe addiction to) fine art photography, and have been experimenting with the camera, Lightroom and Photoshop (which feels scary/thrilling/rewarding).  That's mostly what I've been posting about recently, when I can put my camera down for long enough.

Thank you to all my readers, and to everyone who has shared comments, posts and links to this blog!  Thank you to all my beautiful and supportive customers!  You made me feel so proud and validated and loved.  I really enjoyed my time as Deeds & Petunia, creating and connecting with each of you.

Enjoy your summer and hope we meet again soon!

5.14.2013

Reasons I love raising urban chickens


Raising chickens in the city in this day and age often raises eyebrows.  The responsibility, hassle, mess,  smell, noise, cost are all reasons we are questioned about over and over again by friends and neighbors.  Those are the same questions and fears we wrestled with before taking the plunge into urban farming.

If you've been considering opening your garden as well as your heart for some fine feathered friends, here's the good news - yes, they take some work, yes, they can poop everywhere and make a huge mess, but if you plan, prepare and decide to have fun with it, it's definitely worth it!  The rewards extend far beyond the most delicious eggs you'll ever taste.  Here are some of the benefits I've discovered.

Chickens teach my kids responsibility.  They look forward to checking for eggs and petting the chickens each day, so it's never an issue to get them out there to take care of a chicken chore (feeding, changing the water, egg gathering, putting them away in their coop).  They think it's fun!

Chickens are a conversation starter.  Since I've started chicken wrangling, I've met more neighbors.  Everyone seems interested in what we're doing and will stop to chat when they walk by.  They're supportive too, even though the girls do get a bit squawky and noisy around egg laying time.  We share  the spoils (everyone loves eggs) and have yet to hear a complaint.


Chickens can be like pets (or at least someone to greet you each day).  We've handled ours since they were freshly hatched so ours love to be petted and held.  They're unexpectedly soft, warm and fluffy.  Not exactly cuddly, but they get excited to see their humans and whatever treats you might have for them.  Hide your toes and bedazzled jeans though, unless you want to be chased out of the backyard by  the greedy little peckers.

Chickens help establish life's rhythm, routine.  Saturday morning, 7:23 AM.  When the sun had just barely risen, I clung to my covers in protest.  But the chickens needed out, so I got up.  As soon as I stepped outside into the clean, crisp morning air of a new day I felt more alive.  It was quiet, peaceful.  My coffee is just finishing brewing and while my family sleeps I plan to enjoy a little alone time on the porch.  I cherish this alone time.  Early morning is the only time I get it, and if it weren't for the chickens, it might never be.

Chickens are sheer entertainment.  Throw them some kale or a piece of bread and it's suddenly Wild Kingdom.  They dust bathe.  They hide (roost) in the trees.  They leap and run and talk to each other in a strange warbling language.  The cats also love the coop.  They wait around outside of it for mice to make an appearance and occasionally venture inside when they're especially impatient.  More than once I've seen a cats furry behind be chased off by a bossy hen.

Pest control.  These girls are opportunist omnivores and will eat just about anything.  See above.

Chickens facilitate a connection to our past.  My husband and I walked over to the coffee shop today and on our way home we heard a wonderful song.  Not the song of birds in the trees, but of chickens, in backyard coops off of city alleys, announcing with alarm that an egg was about to be laid.  It made both of us smile.  We imagined Tacoma like it might have been in the early 20th century - working class families trying to make ends meet, raising eggs for food and thrift.  We no doubt romanticize that time in our town's history, but as chicken owners, it made us feel a little more connected to where we live and the roots laid down by those who came before us.


Raising chickens means we know where our food comes from.  The most obvious benefit of raising chickens is fresh eggs.  Home grown eggs taste a thousand times more delicious than store bought and we know what the chickens were fed, what conditions they were raised in.  It's important to keep the birds clean and cared for, but on a day to day basis, it's so much easier than I ever thought.

Chickens help fatten your wallet with recycling.  We throw the chickens our food scraps, which cuts down on our waste and our budget for feed.  We use their bedding in the compost heap and as fertilizer in the garden where we grow our veggies, so literally nothing goes to waste with these birds - and it doesn't stink because we keep their area clean and know exactly what we feed them.

I could go on and on, but you get the idea.  The benefits extend far beyond my original food-revolution aspirations and so far there are no real drawbacks for me.  In fact, we plan to get two more birds.  You will get attached, so be prepared.  We found a possum once in the coop when we forgot to shut the door at night - so diligence and care are crucial.  But it's a fairly relaxed kind of maintenance once you get the birds established.  A clean coop, fresh food and water, plenty of space to roam, basic care and your occasional love/devotion are all these creatures really ask.  More on that later...

Some of my favorite chicken sites:

www.backyardchickens.com - Coop plans, forums, gallery and breed/product reviews.
www.mypetchicken.com - Loads of great info here on breeds, supplies, getting started.
http://gardensphere.biz - Local gardening center that sells chickens and poultry supplies.  They provide lots of great info and friendly service, and hold an annual coop tour in the Tacoma area.  My go-to guys!